Nov 07 2009
Struggles……

It sucks when Satan puts thought into your head about your weight. I am having a hard time with confidence. Granted yes I have almost lost 50lbs but Satan uses things like my picture to tell me I am still fat. And that is the hard part. It is not easy trying to lose the weight. Yet, I knew this journey would be a hard one because I am doing what God wants me to do and the more I do for the Lord the harder and harder Satan is going to try to bring me down.
Yet, it is not easy dealing with my weight and everything. Its just plain hard. But I found encouragement from a song. One of my favorite songs, “You said” I love the Shane and Shane version but this version is awesome as well.
You said, Ask and you will receive
Whatever you need
You said, Pray and I’ll hear from heaven
And I’ll heal your land
You said Your glory will fill the earth
Oh, Like water the seas
You said, Lift up your eyes
The harvest is here, the kingdom is near
You said, Ask and I’ll give the nations to you
O Lord, that’s the cry of my heart
Distant shores and the islands will see
Your light, as it rises on us
Some awesome lyrics, and it makes me want to cry tonight as I struggle with those. It just helps me to remember to turn to the cross and not food or anything else. To GOD!!!!!










Sorry but I did not spell check and its 1:15 am!!!!! Please forgive my typos